I fear…
-Not getting accepted into college
-Not knowing if Music Ed is really what I’m meant to do
-Being alone. Yes, people love me. I’m an attractive person somewhat through my looks, but more so through my loving and compassionate personality. The thoughts that I’m going to be alone are just there. I don’t know if I’m supposed to be with someone. I’m just so needy.
-That the decisions I’m making for my life are what I want to do.
-That a plan I devised will fall apart in my face. I’m organized. I plan everything out. I expect everything before it happens. I’m just so scared that I’m not prepared for what is to come.
I just worry. I worry all the time, and my thoughts have been silenced and pushed to the side for awhile. Now they’re resurfacing. Now I just feel so unprepared and confused. I hope these feelings are only temporary.
